Flying not floating.

     I've just realized that in my dreams, Maybe I've meant to fly but I always end up floating. I've always had dreams where I somehow end up floating at some point. I walk and then boom, I'm in the air and then back down again slowly. Every time it happens it's very frustrating, it feels like it's not suppose to happen. I'm not exactly sure what floating in my dreams means. If you google "being afraid of floating in a dream" The answer that comes up says that you may lack self-confidence in your own qualities. I can understand that. But upon watching a scene from the AMAZING (no of course I'm joking) Superman Returns, I saw the scene where Clark reminisces about growing up on the farm in Smallville and we see him jumping and running and floating and falling and it hit me. Am I suppose to be flying in my dreams? I'm floating cuz I'm not there yet. I can't do it yet. Yeah, that's sorta it. I realized that just a bit earlier. Things will get better. We need to hold on to hope. Always. Like Superman.

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